Rock your Soul July 31, 2008

 

The more I think, the less I see
when I’m able to walk
I’m queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don’t let myself down
I don’t let myself down
just wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you
The more I think, the less I do
when I’m able to talk
I’m queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don’t ask myself why
I don’t ask myself why
I wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you 

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

I feel closer to the clouds
I’m touching all the highest leaves
on top of the trees
It’s my desire’s release
we let it rain on our skin
you’re holding my hand
I’m holding your life
‘n I feel like I’m one with you

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

I think I have to give you something
more than words is that something
I show you my dreams
to make ‘em our dreams
won’t you just be
I’m what you see

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

Together with the sun
we shine all the way
together with the rain
we fall through the air
Together with the sun
we shine all the way
together with the rain
with the sun
with the rain
the rain and the sun
together with the rain
and the sun
only with the rain the rain
and the sun 
with the sun 
with the sun
with the sun 
with the sun 

July 31, 2008

I’ll wrap my arms around you July 31, 2008

 

 

 

 

Time is gonna take my mind

and carry it far away where I can fly

The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you

If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears

’cause it’s all about love and I know better

How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you around you

And I know that I’ll be leaving soon

My eyes are on you they’re on you

And you see that I can’t stop shaking

No, I won’t step back but I’ll look down to hide from your eyes

’cause what I feel is so sweet and I’m scared that even my own breath

Oh could burst it if it were a bubble

And I’d better dream if I have to struggle

So I put my arms around you around you

And I hope that I will do no wrong

My eyes are on you they’re on you

And I hope that you won’t hurt me

I’m dancing in the room as if I was in the woods with you

No need for anything but music

Music’s the reason why I know time still exists

Time still exists

Time still exists

Time still exists

So I put my arms around you around you

And I hope that I will do no wrong

My eyes are on you they’re on you

And I hope that you won’t hurt me

So I put my arms around you around you

And I hope that I will do no wrong

My eyes are on you they’re on you

And I hope that you won’t hurt me 

JOB or LOVE… June 27, 2008

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Sweet Release June 25, 2008

Things were amazing that summer and that fall and even that winter…but as the leaves started coming back and the cold started to fade curiosity found you..

…he challenged you to see if you could still get a girl & so you took a chance with a situation called Molly & thankfully i found it in time before the decision really took you somewhere, but maybe thats what you wanted and that should have been a red flag for me but i couldn’t take that- i wanted to FORGIVE and FORGET!

Then our Ex’s played a starring roll in our lives.

This continuously clouded my mind and i do apologize but it was very hard for me to find that trust in you again b/c after that you left me stranded somewhere that i questioned your desire and didn’t know if you were still crazy about me and i guess it was all down hill from there

I remember just KNOWING you were crazy in love with me without a shadow of a doubt and YOU made me feel gorgeous ALWAYS!!!

Somewhere you got lost and couldn’t find your way back…

I only reminded you of this other lost piece of you because i still have faith that he’s in there still somewhere but something scared him to never show his face again. This may still sound crazy to you but i guess in my world of thoughts some things only make sense in my head…

You see i have this problem with holding on to something that first started even when it changes b/c i believe if it once existed it has to come into existence again, maybe not next week, next year, or 20 years, but i just hold onto first impressions and You my dear gave me a grand first impression and literally swept me off my little feet & now i feel like i’ve just been thrown deep deep into the ground and stomped on a couple hundred times as if i were being tortured for no reason

…so after about 6 or 8 months we went into some kind of a comma that refuses to wake even to this day! I think maybe thats what is so frustrating is knowing what great things we can create but somehow refuse our future.

Why does the past, in its beauty haunt me so?- I can’t move on to the future because all i can do is cling to this hauntingly amazing beautiful past!

You know it almost seems you have been trying to get me to end things with you and when i would try my heart just wouldn’t allow it so i pushed through but now its all come down to YOU giving up & quitting. So don’t use the work Love so loosely my dear, you don’t know what love really is because I loved you and my love wouldn’t let me give up on you and the only reason it has to now is because you keep slamming the door in its face and pushing it further and further away.

I do pray that he finds himself and happiness is his best friend and she is perfect!

4 ANGELA June 25, 2008

She’s got the best head flip i’ve seen:)

not quite the same thing but i can only practice:)

Breakable June 25, 2008

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts
So it’s fairly simple to cut right through the mess
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess

And we are so fragile and our cracking bones make noise
And we are just breakable breakable breakable girls and boys

You fasten my seat belt because it is the law
In your 2 ton death trap, I finally saw
A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret
then you drove me to places I’ll never forget

And we are so fragile and our cracking bones make noise
And we are just breakable breakable breakable girls and boys

And we are so fragile and our cracking bones make noise
And we are just breakable breakable breakable girls
breakable breakable breakable girls
breakable breakable breakable girls and boys

Decisions Haunt Me June 4, 2008

It seems in life that decisions make or break the path in which your life carries you. I find that i struggle with this very important aspect; where i want to eat, what shoes do i like better, which guy do i want to take the chance with, which puppy has the cutest puppy breath, which person do i want to please, and the list could go on forever! I get so overwhelmed with decisions that i find it easier to just eliminate all of the above instead of just making 1 decision and as simple as it seems to just choose! Does that make me a scared person? It seems as if i’d be scared of change but really i believe change is what simply unfolds us and who we are-i embrace change so why can i embrace something the some people find so scarry yet I cant make a decision or why do choices scare me so?  In turn i’ve found my decision making gets so hard when it usually has to do with another person. I think that i try so hard to just make everyone happy but myself when choices get thrown at me i stop and think wait what do I want and thats when i get stumped! I don’t know what I want but i could tell you what everyone else close to me wants and what would make them happy! I don’t want this to sound like i’m not happy by any means because i am. I have great friends surrounding me, strong faith,a great job, and I have been blessed with great hobbies and talents. If anyone has any great process of elimination tricks or just comments I would love to hear them and really just to reassure myself that i’m not the only one who struggles with this!! 

P.S. this is my first blog incase no one noticed. There will be More and much better ones to come!